The title doesn’t quite capture the essence of the whole thing, and that’s intentional. If you clicked, you know. Today, on 16/09/2025, I was with them, and I am telling you I’m really comfortable with them, but today, I noticed I was zoning out in the middle of the conversation, not because it was boring, but I was thinking about the moment. They might not know the story of me and who I am really, and I think I can’t tell that either, about what I have been through, honestly, my eyes can’t hold the pressure of the tears. We laughed so much my stomach started to ache, and I was having fun, but in the middle of it, it was like Will this be like this forever? I don’t really know cause the people really shared the vibes, and also I guess my mental health is getting better, not anymore those thoughts, I just can’t tell how it really feels, and I won’t bring up this topic in person because the mood will change suddenly. I tell you, I’m about to cry right now, lol I can’t……

Been real that what you guys see is me, the real pain in the ass, if I did, then sorry. I’m weird, I don’t know why it happens. I just try to smile and laugh cause that’s what my name suggests, and I can’t see anyone sad, so I try not to take this topic out, and the purpose of this is I wanted to cry and tell you this if you are reading this.

I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know.